Sunday, July 23, 2006
Maybe, i wasn’t born to be a journalistThis morning was the very first time I figured out that I might born not to be a journalist. What can I say now about this job ? I totally believe that it has been transforming into a new tragic meaning.
For more than 3 years, I finally found, that this is the place where people with vision and good will no longer be appreciated. Those who step on humanitarian no longer acceptable. I finally understand, that this is truly an industry. I believed that I could possibly find a hole to keep up working on humanitarian among those industrial purposes. But, I certainly believe, that thought is no need to be used any longer.
Life is about choices. I could join those industrial process while loosing my idealism. I asked myself, more than twice, could I do that ?. My lips couldn’t say a word, but my heart was sure to answer, I wouldn’t possibly live that way.
I prefer to loose this job, a job that probably I wasn’t born to be, than loosing my idealisme for humanity. Life is not about who you are gonna be, but more than that. Being in a life means living useful for people.
Dewi Layla at 11:44 PM
